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         You can turn what seems like a curse in your life into a blessing. You can turn what the Enemy uses as a hindrance and source of battles and condemnation into a channel to Me and a source of My Spirit. You can make your sensitivity a positive strength instead of a weakness. All things are possible with Me, and all things are available to you from My Spirit--all things good and beautiful. You do not have to live with sensitivity or the condemnation of the Enemy or the battles that result from being sensitive.
         I am using these battles in your life to keep you humble, yielded and desperate with Me, so that you can remain a good, useful, flowing channel--one who is desperate with Me and not self-satisfied; one who is clinging to Me for victories and answers; one who can feel the infirmities of those you pray for; one who can weep with those who weep and be touched with the afflictions of those who suffer.
         You pray for many people and many situations, and I need to keep you soft and humble and weak in yourself, needing Me and looking to Me, in order to use you. Your heart needs to stay broken for the brokenhearted. Your eyes need to be firmly fixed on Me in order to see in the spirit. Your mind needs to belong to Me in order to receive My thoughts, and your life needs to be open and hungry for Me in order to be touched with the needs of others. For when you are in need of Me and desperate for My help with your personal problems, then you are much more desperate in prayer for others, and you create a good strong vacuum to pull down My seeds for others.
         So I use it to keep you humble, needy and yielded, but I do not want you to be unhappy or under condemnation or feel like a failure. I do not see you as a failure, My love. You are progressing and going forward. That is why the Enemy is fighting and trying to stop you by persuading you that you're failing and going backward. But you aren't; you're fighting and seeking Me and moving with My Spirit, and thus I'm able to give you the answers you seek.



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